I’ve now done a full week on duloxetine, the new anti depressant my GP has recommended I try.
What a week.
Days 1-3 were a blur of exhaustion and nausea.
Days 4 and onwards are still pure exhaustion but with the chronic shits thrown in.
But mood wise how do I feel?
I definitely feel better; I’m not crying – in fact I haven’t cried at all.
I’m not really feeling any extreme emotions like I was – not crying at films or books as I would normally do multiple times a day.
I feel lots of love; especially for William. Feels like my heart could burst.
I feel more patient and not as angry. I’ve not really lost my shit this week at all.
I know these things take time to take full affect but already I feel different, fingers crossed they continue to do a good job.
Hope you are all well and good – I’m off on my holibobs in a few days so the blog will be quiet until I’m back.