Big D & Me: Going Solo

It’s currently 3am and I’m wide awake and not loving life.

I’ve been free of painkillers and all medication except Levothyroxine for twelve days.

I can feel the old me coming back and my mind is a bit of a pickle.

My aches and pains are still going but I seem to have broken the painkiller cycle and I can cope a lot better without painkillers, I think I had built up a huge tolerance and they just weren’t working as well. Continue reading “Big D & Me: Going Solo”

Roll up & join the self-pity party

I feel like total and utter shit this morning.

We had plans; I needed to take the car for an MOT and service, do some food shopping and sort the house out.

Instead its 9am and I’m sat on the sofa with a large coffee on the verge of tears, feeling very sorry for myself. Continue reading “Roll up & join the self-pity party”