Duloxetine – my 3 week update

Duloxetine – my 3 week update

I've now had a full three weeks taking my new anti depressants and I wanted to write a quick update as to how I am feeling. I was really apprehensive about taking Duloxetine(brand name Cymbalta) due to reading too many...Read More

Sinking

I don't even know where to start with this; my head is a mess and I'm just completely pickled at the moment. I had another counselling session yesterday and a particularly bad day with the small one. (more…)
Beating Big D: Counselling & Therapy Update

Beating Big D: Counselling & Therapy Update

I wanted to write a little update about counselling and how I feel in general. Every Wednesday I am having an hour-long session with a counsellor online and we discuss anything and everything, as per my previous post. At the...Read More
Beating Big D: Online Therapy

Beating Big D: Online Therapy

In my local area there is an organisation called Ieso Digital Health which is a self referral service for online and telephone counselling and therapy. I have tried it in the past and found because I was feeling better or...Read More
My friend Big D

My friend Big D

I have this friend called Big D. We have been friends for as long as I can remember, and he is always around. I wake up to multiple missed calls and voicemails from him, telling me how horrible I am....Read More
Crying

Crying

I couldn't think of a better title for this post and the word itself just makes me think of Only Fools and Horses.  Cwying.... But this word also best describes me today. (more…)
She’s sad, so sad.

She’s sad, so sad.

Oh look, she's here! She has a huge smile on her face, She's laughing and joking; she's fine. But she's far from it you see, Inside she cries. Inside she's sad, so sad. (more…)

Big D & Me: Going Solo

It's currently 3am and I'm wide awake and not loving life. I've been free of painkillers and all medication except Levothyroxine for twelve days. I can feel the old me coming back and my mind is a bit of a...Read More